These feelings of tension in my chest – that I cannot explain.
Why do I envy things that I should not have , that I do not need?
I do not deserve.
That I should not think of.
That I do not belong in
Suffocates my heart, tramples on it like the void entity that it is.
Is this what depression is?
A lonely path that I walk, smiling in the midst of agony.
It all began with you.
Your false love brought me from the depths of anguish only to shut me further into the cage that I built myself long ago.
A cage for which I reside in.
A cage furnished with your lies.